i read ur paragraph everyday hoping one day it will say something different. i noticed u avoided eye contact at emily\\\’s. ur all i have. i cry at night.

i cut myself again last night. i feel so hopeless without u.

i can no longer do my favourie things without thinking of u. i see u in ladybugs,gravity falls, sprite, appletiser, red velvet pancakes and even in my dreams. its my fault ik i js wish u could forgive