All Unsent Messages

Goodbye I’m sorry but I have to do it

I’m sorry . I didn’t know what you went through and I just shrugged it off like nothing . You deserve better than me I was stupid .

I’m sorry I couldn’t save you 🙁

I’ve actually started calling myself K so u don’t get corrected every time u say my name wrong.

I’ve liked you for so long, I wish you liked me back. I could be such a good girlfriend to you and I’ll miss you forever, even when we’re in the same room. You have the most beautiful smile and maybe in another life we are together. A girl can hope.

Thanks for being my most intense crush ever. Sorry for making it so obvious. God, I cringe at myself. But thanks for showing me there will be people out there who get me, and have the same humour and intelligence as me. Thats what I liked, not u.

I am proud of you. You’ve always pulled yourself out of the holes, genuinely just on your own. You are intelligent and brave, I will say it to you. It’s ok be cold, you havent felt much worth warming up to. All you need is yourself.

I wonder who I would’ve been if you had decided to be emotionally present. If you didnt hate your life and love alcohol, would I have been more confident? less anxious? less validation seeking? I even wonder who you would’ve been.

Im just so conflicted about you. Do you really love me or are you just too thick to comprehend me? I dont even like you like that!! But I wouldnt be able to never see u again, I have too many memories.

Run it back i miss u dearly my ladybug its never to late