All Unsent Messages

hey i hope you never get to read this, i hope we got married so you dont have to read this, if we didnt i will always and always remember you i swear

hey its me again and each time i try to make you fall in love with me when i make you laugh makes me fall in love harder..

I really do hope i get to marry you sometimes i get scared i wont you are from a rich family and i am not i am working hard but i feel like if i am not able to i wont get to marry you or i am scared

i forgive you Kara, don\\\’t feel guilty, you aren\\\’t your mother and never have been you are so much more and i hope you\\\’re happier now !

i have so many letters i doubt you\\\’ll ever read, i\\\’m so sorry i wish i could\\\’ve been a more kind girl and i have so many defenses and reasons but ultimatley, i was so wrong to you and i am so sorry

i know that\\\’s not your prefferred spelling but thats the name i miss saying outloud or spamming when i was excited or missed you, i miss you now but i don\\\’t have that privilege anymore, i\\\’m so sorry

i think about you everyday

I\\\’m sorry for everything I said in therapy today, I still love you despite everything.

I cant wait for our baby to be born, not long now my love- coby

As soon as i saw you i felt a pit in my stomach. I say to myself i wont act a damn fool when i see you at parties, but i always do.