All Unsent Messages

youre the closest to heaven that ill ever be 🙁 call me please

I\\\’m still head over heels in love with you. I wish I wasn\\\’t but I think I always will be.

I know I left, but I really wanted it to work out. I just needed time to process things, now you\\\’ve moved on and don\\\’t love me anymore. I love you

Its been 5 years and i still cant get over you and i hate you for that.

I\\\’m still ashamed that I never apologised to you. I wish I could explain why I just disappeared.

You ruined me. We could\\\’ve worked if you weren\\\’t so desperate to leave me the first chance you got. I still remember when you were scared to lose me, maybe if you didn\\\’t lie to me as much.

I love you so much Nika, you\\\’re my best friend and I\\\’m so glad that I met you. I\\\’m sorry if I do anything that I wont be able to turn back from.

You never took my feelings seriously but you expect me to understand yours. I was once your babi remember? You are just using me, deny it all you want because it\\\’s not like you own up.

Ever since I started loving you, a year ago. All you\\\’ve ever done is lie to me. Why? Was it worth it all? You yell at me for assuming because you have never told me the truth. I was always right.

Hope we can meet again one last time to catch up. Something that always gets us to text again.