All Unsent Messages

i hate you. I hate you. i HATE you. i hate YOU. you useless fuck

I hope you heal. Your silence hurt. I wish you’d said something—anything. I would’ve understood.

أحبك، أنت لا تعرف حتى كم ولكن لديك شخص آخر…

And maybe he did really need to lose for him to finally rest.

Please let your guard down and do something for us

I never knew what to do. It feels like you both hate and love me im such a horrible person im a selfish hypocritical idiot who never understands. All I want you to know is that, no matter what, Id still love you.I’m sorry for everything.

i seriously need to stop writing these. i miss every single thing about you. the memories are haunting me. i meant everthing i said in the letter. look at the stars and think of me.

maybe us dating was the wrong choice. i dont regret you but now the friend group is all messed up. i wish things could go back to the way they were. missing you always, sweet boy

i have written so many of these for you. ill miss you forever. i keep lying to myself and saying im over what happened but im really not. say the word and ill come home. i love you, my sweet boy

youre kinda a bad friend. Yes i know nobodys perfect but youre supposed to at least act like you like me. ever since youve gotten back to being friends with ella its like u hate me just cos she does.