All Unsent Messages

i still wish you were here. i miss you everyday. you treated me like shit but i wanted you to be my best friend til death tears us apart

I wish I knew what was going on in your head. Why didn’t you talk to me? It’s too late now. I still miss you though.

I miss you and I still love you. a lot. hope you’re doing good without me

You will have something better than what we had because it’ll be healthy and you’ll be going to the same places. I care for you and I want you to be well but you won’t be if you keep hanging onto me. I’m not the person you knew then anymore.

Yeah you loved me as much as P and A and S and E maybe less since you were planning to keep P if they didn’t tell me. You’re just sad you left before I reached my peak and dug myself out the hole I was in, you could’ve given me a hand but it was up P

At the end of the day I don’t trust you and I never will again. This has hurt and it has sucked and you sucked me into your stupid games again and im so angry with myself about it

If I stayed with you you’d be fcking P in the background thinking I don’t know so no I don’t think I would’ve liked that. Im happy now just be happy for me, I want you to be happy with yourself and someone else. Maybe P would still be interested.

But why do I miss u??after all u didn’t love me,u didn’t even like me..

Was listening to some really sad music,sang,cried,remembered u.I could say got drunk for first time.Watched romance movies,and even if they were happy ending i still cried.ur eyes are always like,in the back of my mind,butwhatfoolamitothinkuevrluvdme

I see you…….tehehehhe anyway loves you