All Unsent Messages

i hope you know i was trying to hold your hand when i drew on it that day

you wore my hair tie round your wrist

sometimes i wish i had never met you. right now, as i write this, that’s how i feel. but at the same time, knowing that the day i die you won’t be there hurts me

i wish that my absence hurts you as much. but i know things haven’t been like that for you, and i hate that i didn\\\’t mean half of what you meant to me

i wanted it to be you.

i was jealous, as if the people you love were getting in the way of something, as if they were stopping us from loving each other. but the truth is you never loved me the way i loved you

you’re so adorable can you go on date with me

miss u

I\\\’ve always liked u in that way I\\\’ve never gotten over it I wish u understood -f

its been 8 months, we\\\’re both in new relationships and im so glad we are but theres still that little part of me that just wants to have one of our conversations again all the best.\\r\\nJ chromokopia