All Unsent Messages

I both hate and love you, and it fucks up my head. I can’t wait to leave this stupid house and never see you again.

You were the first girl I ever loved, and you never even knew. I know you never liked me anyway.

Sorry I was weird. I hope you are braver now than when it happened. S fought your battles, and that’s why I stopped trying.

I found my photo album of you in March. I deleted it. I loved you. Hope you’re good.

You were my first love. I know you’ll never see me that way, and we’ll never speak to each other again, but some part of me hopes we will.

I had such a big crush on you, and you never even knew. That cake I made you for your birthday was my version of a love letter, but you never saw me that way. I’m so sad you left, and I’m sorry it ended how it did.

I know that you’re straight and I was just a friend to you, but that didn’t stop me from liking you more than I should.

You were my first crush and I found all our pictures yesterday, and all the cringey videos I made about you. I miss us.

God, I miss you. I miss us when we were kids, I miss us when you changed, I miss us when you were toxic. I don’t regret blocking you, but I regret leaving.

The first time I saw you on the beach I knew I would end up liking you more than I should.