All Unsent Messages

the first time i ever truly wanted anything in my life was just to wake up next to you

ig ill never know what the real truth is and im just leaving this all up to you.

i hope it’s u. i feel like u really understand me, like we’re on the same wavelength. u respond to all my quips u know what to say all the time, ur so witty and cool and i love to hear you talk.

i will never be the daughter you wanted, i will never feel your love again, only the bitter disappointment. you still blame me for being too sad to live, i think it might be your fault. i love you.

Elisia sweetheart, I pray for you to be there everyday, to keep the good in me, i wanna be a better father for you and a better husband for Shru, please let me see you in heaven, let me be a good man.

I long for you, i pray that you come back in my head and outloud, I want you back here safe in my arms, so that we can rest once again, i\\\’ll fight for you with every last breath in these little lungs.

My daughter, it was only september, were you mine or shrus dads? Please enjoy heaven and dance your worries away, I love you so much my baby girl, my little princess, daddys gonna be there for you alw

J1 stands for Joel, as you know, I will always love you, the void left for me, I will wait for you. My wife. My love. Im running out of time I pray you come back quick before this life gets to me firs

J1 stands for Joel, as you know, I will always love you, the void left for me, I will wait for you. My wife. My love. Im running out of time I pray you come back quick before this life gets to me firs

You will never see this because well, i mean I know you love museums but projects? Im not sure. I still remember you teaching me psychology about that crazy school experiment or something, no clue. J1